The Alley

She heard the breathing before anything else.

Mei was awake in the upstairs room she slept in alone — the small room above the kitchen, where the heat collected and the mosquitoes found their way through the gaps in the shutters. She had the oil lamp turned low and a book open on the mat beside her, a book of English grammar the mission school teacher had lent her and never asked back. She was not really reading. She was listening to the sounds of her house falling asleep. Her father's steady snore from the front bedroom could be heard clearly from anywhere in the house. Ah-Ma's breathing was thin and slow behind the ancestor shrine. The stairway creaked softly, which was either nothing or ghosts.

But the breathing sound came from below. From the back alley, the narrow space between the shophouse and the building behind it where the kitchen waste went out and the rats came in. Mei knew the sounds of that alley — the scratch of claws on stone, the rustle of cats hunting, the drip of water from the upper floors. This was different. This was a person. Someone trying very hard to breathe quietly and failing.

She did not wake her parents. Later, she would not be able to explain why — not to herself, not to anyone. She took the lamp and went down the back stairs, barefoot on the dark teak, through the kitchen where the charcoal stove was still warm, to the low door that opened onto the alley.

He was sitting against the wall, legs drawn up, head down. A boy — older than her, but not by much. His clothes were rough cotton, the kind the mine workers wore, torn at the shoulder and dark with something that might have been mud or might have been blood. His breathing came in short, uneven pulls, like someone who had been running for a long time and had only just stopped.

She held the lamp up. He flinched, throwing a hand across his face, and said something fast and sharp in Hokkien: "Don't — "

She answered in Hokkien. "I'm not going to hurt you."

He went still. His hand came down slowly and he looked at her — really looked, taking in the girl standing in a doorway with a lamp and bare feet and a face that was not what he had expected. She could see it: the calculation behind his eyes, working out whether she was going to scream.

"You're from China?" he asked.

"No. I'm from here."

He frowned, as if this did not make sense with the Hokkien in her mouth. "Your family — "

"My father is Hokkien. My mother is Malay. Thai."

He stared at her. Then something shifted in his face as his look of suspicion softened with relief. "I need water," he said.

She brought him water in a clay cup and cold rice wrapped in a cloth from the kitchen shelf. He drank the water in one long swallow and then held the cup out for more, and she refilled it without speaking. He ate the rice fast, hunched over it. When he finished he looked up and said, "My name is Ah Seng."

"Mei."

"Mei." He said it once. "I need a place to sleep. One night. I'll be gone before your family wakes."

She looked at the storage room behind the kitchen — a narrow space, half-filled with sacks of rice and dried goods and her father's spare trading supplies. It had a door that closed. It had no window.

"In there," she said. "Don't make noise."

He stood with difficulty. He was taller than her but moved like an old man — slowly, with his hand pressed against his ribs. She did not ask what had happened to him. He did not offer. He went into the storage room and lowered himself to the floor between two rice sacks and closed his eyes, and she pulled the door shut and stood in the dark kitchen and listened to her own heartbeat and wondered what she had done.

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He did not leave before the family woke. He could not. When Mei came down at dawn, before the rest of the house stirred, she found him in the same position, his face grey with exhaustion, his ribs rising and falling too fast. He had a bruise along his jaw that she had not seen in the lamplight, and his left hand was swollen at the knuckles.

She brought more water. More rice. A piece of salted fish her mother would probably notice was missing. She sat on the floor outside the storage room door while he ate, and this time he talked.

He was seventeen. He had come to Phuket six months ago from a village near Quanzhou, in Fujian province. His passage had been paid by a labour contractor — a man connected to one of the brotherhoods, the ang-yi, the secret societies that controlled most of the mine contracts on the island. The cost of the passage was added to his debt. The cost of his food in the barracks was added to his debt. The cost of his tools was added to his debt. Every month the debt grew faster than his wages could cut it down.

"The overseer beat a man named Lau," Ah Seng said. His voice was flat. "Lau owed extra — he'd been sick, couldn't work for a week, and they charged him for the missed days. He argued. The overseer used a cane. Lau didn't get up."

Mei said nothing. There was nothing to say.

Ah Seng was quiet for a moment, and then he told her the rest. After the overseer beat Lau, the other men carried him back to the barracks and laid him on his mat. There were no doctors, and no one was sent for. Ah Seng sat with him through the night, pressing a wet cloth to Lau's face, listening to his breathing get worse. By morning Lau could not stand. The overseer came in at dawn and told them all to get to the sluice line. He looked at Lau on the mat and said the missed days would be added to his debt.

"I asked if someone could take him to the town," Ah Seng said. "To a doctor. The overseer hit me here" — he touched his jaw, the bruise — "and said I could join Lau on the mat if I wanted. So I worked the shift. When I came back, Lau was gone. They said he had been moved to another camp. No one believed it."

He held up his swollen hand. "That night I went over the wall. There is a fence, bamboo, with wire at the top. I went over and the wire caught my hand and I kept going. I walked south through the jungle. I didn't know where I was going. I just walked until I couldn't anymore, and then I was here."

He leaned his head back against the rice sacks. "I ran because I didn't want to end up like Lau. That's all. I don't have a plan. I don't have money. I don't have anywhere."

She should have told him to leave. She knew this. A runaway coolie in her father's shophouse — if the brotherhood found out, if her father found out — she could not finish the thought cleanly, could not see all the way to the end of what it would mean. But she looked at him sitting on the floor of her family's storage room, seventeen years old, holding his swollen hand against his chest, and she could not say the words.

"Stay today," she said. "I'll bring food when it's safe. We'll figure out the rest."

It was the first promise she had made to someone outside her family.

That evening, her mother came back from the market with a basket of vegetables and a live chicken held by the feet. Mei was in the kitchen, washing the morning bowls, her body positioned between the storage room door and the rest of the house in a way she hoped looked natural.

Ratana set the basket down. She untied the chicken and put it in the yard coop. She washed her hands at the basin. And then she paused — just for a moment — looking at the storage room door.

Mei's hands went still in the wash water.

"Mak." The word came out too quickly. "Will we eat the chicken tonight?"

Her mother turned. She looked at Mei for a moment, one eyebrow rising slightly. "No. Tonight, only rice and soup." She moved to the stove and began unpacking the basket.

Mei finished washing the bowls and went up the stairs to the front room, where Ah-Ma was waiting for her afternoon tea.

That night, the storage room door stayed shut. Behind it, Ah Seng slept.