Chapter VIII  ·  The morning tide

The Harbour

Mei did not sleep much, the night of the dinner.

She came down before anyone else. Her mother was at the stove — not cooking, just standing, the kettle in her hand. Mei stood in the doorway and could not find the first word.

"The boy in the storage room," Ratana said. She did not turn.

Mei did not move.

"Since the chicken." Ratana lifted the kettle off the heat. "I am old, not stupid. I waited for you to come."

"I needed — "

"I know what you needed." She poured water into the pot. "Tell me now. Why he is here. Why he can't stay. What you are going to do."

Mei told her. Slowly at first, then in pieces that came faster — Ah Seng in the alley, the bruised hand, the friend who died, the brotherhood man at the front door, the docks where he could no longer go. Ratana listened with her hands still and her face giving nothing back.

When Mei was finished, Ratana said: "Show me."

They went down the back stairs. Mei tapped on the storage room door — three short, then two. There was a pause. The door opened from inside.

Ah Seng saw her mother and froze.

Ratana stepped past Mei into the storage room. She looked at Ah Seng — at his face, at his hand, at the shirt that had been washed too many times in the basin. She did not speak for a long moment. Then, in the careful Hokkien she had learned from her husband over the years, she said: "How old are you?"

"Seventeen," Ah Seng said.

She nodded. She turned to Mei.

"We get him on a boat."


Ratana went out the next morning. She came back hours later with a name: a Malay fisherman who knew a junk captain making the run to Penang. The cost was passage for one, and it was not cheap. Penang, she said, was a city full of Hokkien — a hundred thousand of his own people. A boy with strong hands could disappear there, beyond the reach of any ledger on Phang Nga Road. The junk would sail in six days, on the early tide.

She sold a gold bracelet. She did it without telling Boon Teck — walked to a goldsmith on Dibuk Road, a man she had bought from years ago, and came back with the money folded into a cloth. She set it on the kitchen table and said nothing.

That evening, with the house empty — her father at the trading house, Ah-Ma asleep upstairs — Mei brought Ah Seng into the kitchen. The cloth was on the table where Ratana had left it.

Ah Seng untied the knot at his belt. The coins were still there, all of them — the porter's wages from the days before he had stopped going out. He counted them onto the cloth, one by one, until the small pile sat on top of the larger one. He looked at Ratana.

She gathered the cloth at its corners and folded it in on itself, gold and coins together. She tied the corners. She put the bundle in the pocket of her sarong.

Then she went to the basin and washed a bowl that did not need washing.


The deal did not die. It waited.

In the week that followed, the British company representative sent two more telegrams from Penang. Her father showed them to Mei — short, clipped sentences, the impatience visible even in the flat language of the telegraph. The representative wanted to know where the transition terms had come from. He wanted to know why the company was expected to cover passage money for workers. He wanted to return to Phuket. Aldridge, her father said, had written back advising patience — and, to Mei's quiet surprise, had not disputed the terms. Whether the company would accept them was another matter.

Her father was puzzled. He moved through the week with the frown of a man trying to find the moment where something had shifted, and not finding it.


Kwek and Beng Huat came one last time.

The knock at the back door was softer than usual, and when Mei opened it, only two figures stood in the alley. Kwek came in without his grin. His face was thinner than she remembered, or maybe she was seeing it differently now — the sharp line of his jaw, the tiredness around his eyes. He sat against the wall of the storage room and did not make a joke.

Beng Huat settled into his usual spot. Ah Seng sat between them, and for a moment the four of them were arranged the same way they had been the first night — pressed between rice sacks, the lamp turned low — but nothing else was the same.

Kwek spoke first. "I understand why you didn't tell us about the Englishman."

Mei waited.

"I don't agree with it." He looked at the floor. "But I understand. You were trying to protect this" — he gestured at the storage room, at Ah Seng — "and you didn't know how to do both things at once."

"I should have told you," Mei said.

"Yes." He let the word sit. Then: "I heard the deal was delayed. The British company is not happy." He paused. "But there is talk. The overseers say there will be a transition — six months before anyone is let go. Passage money for those who want to leave." He looked at her. "The towkay says the British demanded it."

Mei said nothing.

"Did they?" Kwek asked. He was watching her face.

She held his gaze. She could not answer that.

Kwek looked at her a moment longer. Then he nodded — not in forgiveness, but in something that was close enough.

Beng Huat spoke. "You helped Ah Seng," he said. "That is enough."

Kwek fished in his pocket and pulled out a folded piece of paper. "I wrote the letter," he said. "To my mother. I told her I'm well. I told her the work is hard but I'm strong." He turned the paper over in his hands. "I didn't tell her the rest."

He put the letter away. He stood. Beng Huat stood. They looked at Ah Seng, and something passed between the three of them — not a farewell, because they did not know the word for what this was. Kwek put his hand on Ah Seng's shoulder for a moment. Then they left.

Mei closed the door behind them and stood in the dark kitchen. She did not know if she would see them again.


Her father mentioned it at breakfast, offhandedly, speaking to Ratana while Mei poured tea.

"The society man has stopped coming around," he said. "Apparently the Ghee Hin have other concerns. A dispute with a rival group — water rights at the eastern mines."

He said it the way he said most things — as a fact of the world, no more interesting than the weather. Brother Kheng's quiet visits had simply ended. The threat had not been resolved; it had moved on. A single runaway coolie was a small matter when larger struggles over territory and money demanded the brotherhood's attention.

Ah Seng's debt was still owed, somewhere, in a ledger book in a hall on Phang Nga Road. But for now, no one was looking.


The morning of departure was still dark when Mei came downstairs. Ah Seng was already awake, sitting on the edge of the rice sacks, his few things — a cloth bundle, a water gourd Ratana had given him — gathered beside him. He looked up when she opened the door.

Ah-Ma was in the kitchen.

She stood by the cold stove, an orange from the shrine's offering plate in her hand, an hour before her usual incense. She looked at Ah Seng — at the bundle, at the water gourd, at the boy holding both — and showed no surprise at all.

She put the orange in his hands. "For the boat," she said in Hokkien.

Ah Seng bowed, low. Ah-Ma looked at him a moment longer — at his hands, the thickened knuckles — and then turned and went up the stairs without a sound.

They went out through the alley door and walked to the harbour in silence, through back alleys and side streets, avoiding the main roads. The town was asleep. The five-foot ways were empty, the shophouse doors shut, the shrine lamps flickering low. Somewhere a rooster called, too early, and was ignored.

The side pier was small — a wooden platform jutting into the canal where fishing boats tied up. A junk was waiting, its sails furled, its hull low and dark in the water. The captain — a weathered man who looked at Mei once, looked at Ah Seng once, and held out his hand for the money — said nothing beyond what was necessary. He pointed to a space below the deck. Ah Seng would ride there, out of sight, for three days, maybe five, until Penang.

Ah Seng turned to her. The light was grey and thin. She could see the bruise on his jaw had faded to a shadow, and his hand — the one that had caught the wire — was closed around the strap of his bundle.

"The first night," he said, in Hokkien. "In the alley. I was sure you were going to scream."

"I almost did."

He almost smiled — the expression reaching his eyes but stopping short of his mouth. "Thank you, Mei."

"Find people who will treat you decently," she said.

Then he stepped onto the junk, and the captain untied the rope, and the boat pulled away from the pier into the grey water, and then it was gone.

Mei stood on the pier and watched the canal empty out toward the bay. The water moved slowly, carrying leaves and debris toward the sea. A bird called from the mangroves. The sky was turning pale at the edges.


She walked back through the harbour front as the town began to wake. The coffee sellers were setting up. A rickshaw runner stretched his legs beside his empty cart. The smell of charcoal fires and rice porridge drifted from the first open doors.

On a low wall near the main pier, Aldridge sat with his journal open on his knee, sketching one of the Khaw family steamers as it prepared for its overnight run to Penang. First-class passengers were boarding in white linen — the same crossing that would take Ah Seng's junk three days, maybe five. Aldridge had not left the island. The deal was delayed, but he was still here — still sketching, still measuring. He saw Mei and raised a hand. "I find I cannot leave this place, Miss Lim," he called, with a small, earnest smile. "There is too much to see."

She nodded and walked on.

At the main pier, a boat had come in on the morning tide, and a line of new arrivals was forming — young men in rough cotton, salt-stained from the crossing, carrying nothing or almost nothing. The Siamese policeman waited at the end of the pier with his wooden box and his ball of string. One by one they paid their coin and took the beeswax on the wrist and moved on, toward the man waiting to collect them.

One of them — a boy not much older than Mei — stopped at the end of the pier and looked up at the town. Just looked. The way another boy had once stopped, while she stood beside her father and wondered what he saw.

She did not have to wonder anymore.

Someone called to him, and the boy turned and followed, and the moment passed.

The five-foot ways were filling. A woman laid out mangoes on a cloth. Two boys chased each other between the columns, shouting in Hokkien. An old man sat at the corner shrine, lighting the morning incense, the smoke rising slow and familiar into the still air. The street looked the same as it had the first morning she had walked it with her father, weeks ago, before any of this began — the same arches, the same crumbling plaster flowers, the same pig wandering with the confidence of an animal that owned the road. The same world. She saw it differently now.

She passed the Lim shophouse. Through the open door she could see her father at his desk, writing in his account book, a cup of coffee at his elbow. The ancestor shrine was lit, incense curling. Upstairs, her mother was moving quietly.

The hydraulic monitors would come, eventually. But Ah Seng was on the water now, and Kwek had six months, and the deal carried terms that no one had proposed but everyone had accepted. Whether the company would honour them was another question. Whether the towkay would follow through was another. But she had built something from nothing — from three languages and the silence between them. It was not enough. She knew that. But it was what she had.

She walked through the door.